It's been a while sorry bout that

So coming up to half term but what a few weeks it's been. We have did a start course which finished yesterday it was really good. Helped me look at things in different ways. Find where I am in my journey we'll I'm some ways I'm still not ready for the journey to start yet. But then again in other ways I have started my journey, just gong back and forth on things but I know I definitely want to carry on changing being the person god wants me to be! Like I a song says I'm in his hands, and it's a great song I'm

In his hands. And i am in a great place with great people, the relationships are getting stronger not just people I'm helping and working along side with friends and long lasting friends to. 

But the last few weeks is just opening my eyes to my journey what my path is, and overcoming walls in my life we all hit a wall at some point in our lives, and if you know me I don't open up about things unless your very close to me but I still I then keep it hidden, not the best thing I know but how I deal with things I'm slowly opening up. Over coming walls in the past slowly as they are always there but god knocks it down for us and puts us in his path. I'm getting on really well at the youth club I help out with called focus , they are a great bunch of kids learning in there own pace and letting god into there lives. I went to a church rocks thing they did which was like a evening meeting cafe church type thing. One of the youth team leaders spoke and it was very good but one main thing that stuck in my head from it was a song called we believe and the lyrics spoke to be. Cameo is as good as it is always the older generation are so funny and always out a smile on my face :) so over half term I'll miss the people here but I'll have a good think about myself my journey and how I can get my self closer to god and being what he wants me to be. Which to be honest I should listen to him he have his son for me, let his son die for me, rose again and took away my sins away for me. If that's not love then I don't know what it god loves me and I love him and if you don't know god then please give him a chance and he'll make you a better person thanks for reading :)